I`m Not Like You Want Me

Maybe I shouldnt have left the house with only that super sexy underwear under my coat, in the middle of winter. Maybe I shouldnt have visited my boyfriend at the office, even if it was Valentines Day. Maybe I shouldnt have undressed in front of him without making sure we were alone. Maybe I could have avoided getting him fired, causing him to lose what Stefan considered his dream job. Maybe wed still be together now. But, come on, its been seven years since that day. Ive grown up. Ive changed. I mean, Stefan had already made me feel guilty enough after he dumped me by disappearing off the grid because of what Id done. Now he cant come back and give me back the chop, can he? I`m not about to get fired, am I? Am I