Changing Me

We survived the darkness of my monster, but at a cost I don't know we can bare

"Remi, listen. It looks so dark right now, but we will get you through this. I promise you, you will breathe again." -Whinny

Change Is Inevitable...

What do you do when your entire world is turned upside down? When loss is so all-consuming that it feels like it's going to swallow you whole.

We won, but at a cost so consuming we couldn't survive. They all left me, and when you're so broken that you don't even know how to gather the pieces back together, it allows new demons to come in. I should fight them, push them away, but they feed on my pain and make it bearable. But how long can it go on before I break?

How far can I sink into the numbness before anyone realizes they lost me too.